Yesterday was Report Card Day.
As a kid and young adult I always loved getting my report card.
I loved seeing how I did, what my teachers had to say, what little surprises my parents might learn about me and my behavior (which was almost always good with the occasional "talks too much in class"). I cared quite a bit about my grades - not obsessively - they weren't all A's - but they were good and I wanted to do well.
I was a good student. I loved school. Always.
(Okay, except those first two years in college. You couldn't really say I was a good student then but I definitely loved the experience.)
Getting Simon's report card is a bit of a different story.
When it's Report Card Day I encounter a mixture of thoughts and feelings:
THE CHALLENGING STUFF
Seeing anything having to do with standardized or percentage-based numbers. Ugh. Just ugh. Usually I look at it, make a couple mental notes, and then move on to the next part of the packet. For Simon, like many students with delays/disabilities/issues, standardized testing (or any kind of testing really) is a major challenge. More often than not the test results say so very little about his actual abilities.
For as much as I work on my attitude and perspective and acceptance and the bigger picture, it's still just hard to read about his struggles. I love him, the whole of him, and support and encourage him to do his best every single day.
THE GOOD STUFF
Getting to see where he's at with this goals. Each year at his annual IEP (Individualized Education Program) meeting we, along with his teacher and his program director, come up with specific goals related to reading, math, writing, speech & language, and social skills. Most of his goals this year revolve around social skills, reading, and speech & language. His report card includes updates on his progress for each of those areas.
Anytime the teacher(s) include something personal. His speech teacher noted how "he comes to speech with a cheery attitude."
It's a reminder that things change and progress and get better and get more challenging and that's just the way it goes. Whatever is the biggest issue right now will ebb and flow into another issue. I find it actually helps me keep things in perspective.
He's doing just fine and is making forward progress at his own pace. We find ways to be proud of him every single day.
THE GEM
In addition to the "official" report card content, this was included in his packet:
The "M" next to "I enjoy reading." is one of the best things I've seen in a long time.
I got a little choked up when I came to that one.
This is the first year a form like this has been included with his report card. What I love about it is that it gives him a chance to be self-aware - to acknowledge which things might be more challenging for him and which things he's great at right now.
This is the kind of thing we hope for Simon.
That he can develop a love of reading and learning regardless of if he's performing right at grade level. That he can learn to recognize what he needs to work on and celebrate the areas where he excels.
The more confidence we can build in his own abilities the better equipped I believe he will be in the long run.
GO SIMON GO!
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Go Simon Go is right Ali! Thanks for continuing to share your story with all of us. I think you guys are amazing. I love the self-report card, too!
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Ali, this is truly awesome. I have tears. We are not only absurdly proud of Simon, but of you and Chris. Big Love from T-Town.
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Thanks for sharing this. I relate to much of what you say as my daughter is also on the spectrum. Report times are difficult for us as my elder daughter gets mainly A's and grace can't understand why she doesn't get all A's. Love the self-evaluation part of the report. Yay, that Simon is loving reading!
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As I read your post all my years in grade school came flooding back. As a child I was diagnosed with dsylexia. I never enjoyed a report card until High School. I love the one that Simon got to do! How cool it would have been to do that and see where I was and that I did do well at somethings! Thanks for sharing! And GO SIMON!!! You can do anything with a great Mom!!
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Ali, I'm another parent who also dreads Report Card Day for the same reason (my 10 year old Vincent has autism). But as the years go on, we too have just learned to celebrate what Vince CAN accomplish. Our report cards are based on Standards with the lowest grade being "Below Basic", the middle being and the highest being "Advanced". It gets really old seeing "Below Basic" on all of Vince's grades. But his teachers are really great about telling us things like "Vince always keeps the class on schedule" and "Vince LOVES art". And always always always without fail, every single teacher Vince has had tells me and my husband how much Vince has taught THEM. And that Ali is the best Report Card we ever get :) Simon is so lucky to have you, Chris and Anna.
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My son's teacher and school told me to change my expectations for my son about 10 years ago. We were told he may never learn to read (dyslexia) and he had very big sensory stimulation issues that were a real challenge everyday. We were told he was "on the spectrum..."
Our son is 15 now. He is an amazing teen. We just received a letter from his school to congratulate him on achieving ALL A's for first semester grades for his first semester in high school! And he was just recently offered drugs for the first time and came home to tell me how he REFUSED the peer pressure. And He is running track and has a part in the Spring musical. I never cease to be amazed by my amazing son. It's quite the JOURNEY Ali (my OLW this year)! Love every minute of it, especially with our SPECIAL boys! I wouldn't have mine any other way...
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Yes, indeed. Go Simon Go!
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I'm in "Teaching Exceptional Students in the Mainstream Classroom" and we always talk about standardized testing, grades, and students and parents perceptions. While I know it must be difficult for you to share, it is so insightful to read your story about Simon. Thank you for sharing your life with us!
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This is awesome, Ali (and so honest -- I love that).
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Ali... as a new member to your website, I am reading your comments along with the comments of your dedicated followers. How wonderful to be able to be so transparent and share with others your daily love for your family. My son is going to be 23 years old. He was diagnosed with ADD in Pre-kindergarten. These things really weren't shared 23 years ago. There was medication, you take it, and that's it. I felt the burden was all mine. As an adult, he struggles with the fact that his buddies are in college and graduating. They are beginning new chapters in their lives. My son is not college material. However, he is a great friend, and while some of his decisions aren't the best, I know he is sad. He has decided to try to enlist in the Army to serve our Country. I feel this is such a noble decision, and pray he is accepted. I am so pleased to see the changes that are available for your son regarding reporting. I truly hope they quit the standardized testing... as this is a measure of a general population... and our sons are anything but general.
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Ali, thanks for sharing this.
I too, loved the self-assessment. My son's third-grade teacher did student-led conferences for her class. Those kids worked really hard for days before conferences on "reflections" -- about how they were doing. He was so proud when he led "his" conference.
It's a lot of extra work for teachers to do those kind of things, but it's so wonderful to see the kids express themselves in that way.
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As a K-2 self contained autism teacher, I myself struggle with the report card/progress report each quarter. It's such a tiny little picture of my students and what they are doing or not quite doing. It doesn't leave room to talk about the small victories, which can be so important for a special needs kid, especially those who are lower on the spectrum like my students. I'm glad I send home a daily journal where I can send home the little victories and tell parents the good stuff. I love the self assessment. I've been wanting to figure out a self assessment that works for my non-verbal/non-reading kiddos. I also always love your attitude and philosophies with Simon. It's clear that Simon is a happy kiddo with parents who cherish and honor his strengths and special gifts.
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Erin - Simon had a daily journal from preschool through grade 2 and it was the BEST thing ever. It gave us conversation starters and a whole other opportunity to connect with him about school and learning AND definitely helped us concentrate on all the good things that were happening. It really made us feel like we were partners with the teachers. The time you take to do those journals is SO SO worth it :).
How about some sort of happy-face picture schedule-type option for self assessment for the non-verbal kids? Or a thumbs up/thumbs down?
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Thanks for the warm fuzzies Ali. And congrats to Simon on his reading!
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Hello Ali,
As an educator, I really appreciated hearing about report card day from the parent perspective. This post really meant a lot to me. I love the self-reflection report card--what a great idea and a wonderful keepsake for Simon. Thank you so much for sharing.
PS test scores aren't all they are cracked up to be. Really.
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Oh Ali, I admire how honest you are. We had report card time last week and tons of emotions came to me. Most were ghosts from my own childhood (I have a learning disability). I was all worried about what the teacher might say about my son, my flesh and blood. I was worried that she wouldn't see how fantastic and wonderful he is, that she wouldn't "get him." I spoke to my mom that evening. She raised eight and always has good insight. I asked how did she deal with it when I came home with bad grades. She, in her typically calm manner said: "I didn't worry about it much. I figured whatever grade you made at least you were learning something. I knew there was something special in you." Words of wisdom. I went to the parent/teacher conference much calmer and with no expectations. As for me, my story has a happy ending. The girl who standardized testing said was too stupid to go college went--and then went to Law school. I learned on my own schedule and at my own pace. One "F" I made in college was the hardest grade I ever worked for. Your Simon, my son, and everyone else's child are on their own path. One mother to another, my heart is with you. Thanks for putting it all out there.
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I teared up too as I read your post...happy tears. My Aspergers child rocks my world every day. The wonder and beauty she brings doesn't erase the worry and challenges, but her overall being gives me the right perspective 99% of the time. The hard times are when I see her yearn for or get frustrated over something that we have been working towards but success just hasn't hit yet. A little voice inside me reminds me that to everything there is a season and a time, and there is no "right" way of being -- each person on earth has a different way of being in at least one way. I admire Simon's way of being. Our kids deserve so many kudos for being champions of overcoming challenges - they are better at this than many neuro-typical kids. Their accomplishments are huge! We have great reason to be proud! GO SIMON GO!!!! (I think his cheering section could fill a football stadium!)
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LOVE how he graded himself. What a great idea! Keep up the great work Simon (and family)... looks/sounds like a house with A LOT of love and support!
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Ali,
I have no children, just four younger brothers... and I still got a little choked up reading your post today. I volunteered in college with kids in grammar school who were incredibly talented but never excelled on standardized tests. I loved those kids. They were my family away from home for almost 4 years. Simon just seems like such an incredible little guy. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
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My son is in kindergarten and while his struggles with speech & language and OT began many years ago, we are just delving into the whole report card thing. We got his first report card in November and I felt so many emotions - scared whether as an older kindergartner he'd have to repeat the grade, concerned and happy with some aspects of it. Like the IEP, it brings a flood of emotions. Overall though, the report card identified areas that we needed to work on with Nathan, AS A FAMILY and I have seen huge progress since November, HUGE!! And for that, I am thankful.
Your words resonate with me Ali!
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Go Simon! We're all rooting for you.
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